Hi Nonamegiven,
I too was raised a Witness, ( everytime I hear that term, it reminds me of Chickens in a Coop or Beef Cattle eating away getting fatter and fatter unknowingly getting ready for their slaughter) but I was never really all the way in. I tried, don't get me wrong, I just had too many questions left unanswered. even today when family asked why I'm inactive, my simple yet most accurate response is, "I was never really good at it". I finally got tired of being a hypocrite, leading a double life like so many jw's currently do (Man, could I tell some stories!), and began my "fading"
Thank God for the mirror's in my house, otherwise, moment's of sadness, loneliness and truly missing my family would of brought me back .I have to be honest with myself, even if my old Religion can't or won't.
I look forward to you telling your story, it feels real good to tell it. I have experienced nothing but love from this board when I opened up what was once only private to me.
Welcome, Welcome..